I WANT YOU.

I WANT YOU TO FALL FOR ME SO HARD,

THAT YOU BECOME SCARED TO LOSE ME. I WANT YOU TO DWELL IN MY EXISTENCE; WHERE A DAY WITHOUT ME WOULD FEEL INCOMPLETE. I WANT YOU TO FALL AS HARD FOR ME, AS I’LL FALL FOR YOU. I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER ME ALWAYS, AND I WANT YOU TO CHASE AFTER ME WHEN I PUSH YOU AWAY. I WANT YOU TO PULL ME BACK WHEN I’M TRYING TO LEAVE. I WANT TO FEEL THE REFLEXES OF MY OWN WORDS. I WANT YOU TO KEEP ME GROUNDED WHEN I’VE DONE WRONG. I WANT YOU TO BE RELENTLESS. I DON’T WANT ANY CONSTRICTIONS IN MY CHEST, BUT THE BONES THAT SHAPES OUR INTEREST. I WANT YOU TO FALL SO HARD FOR ME, THAT YOU REALIZE YOU’VE NEVER EVEN FELT THIS WAY ABOUT SOMEONE BEFORE. AND IF I LEFT, I WOULD WANT EVERY THING WE EVER SHARED TO MAKE YOU REMEMBER ME. I WANT ALL THE THINGS WE DID, SAID, AND NEVER GOT TO; TO MAKE YOU REMEMBER ME BY. I WANT TO KNOW YOU’LL FALL SO HARD FOR ME THAT IF A SONG WE SHARED CAME UP ON THE RADIO; IT WOULD MAKE YOU HAVE THIS SUDDEN SHARP PAIN IN YOUR CHEST. AND IN THOSE FLEETING SECONDS, I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH ME AND HOW YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT ME. I HOPE THEN, YOU’LL COME CHASING AFTER ME. IT’S SELFISH I KNOW, BUT I WANT TO BE THE ONLY GIRL YOU HAVE YOUR EYES ON. I WANT TO BE THE ONLY GIRL YOU ACTUALLY FELL FOR. I ACTUALLY WANT TO BE THE GIRL YOU END UP WITH. I WANT TO KNOW YOU’LL FIGHT FOR ME.