Disconnection

I am not really sure how to describe it and I can't pretend I understand it

But you, you my dear are the only person that makes me feel real, alive

As if I not just filling my lungs with air but as if I am breathing and feeling

You remind me that I am not just veiwing the world as an outsider but capable of feeling love

feeling like i matter and feeling as if this world wants me

When I am with you it is not as if I am someone else but I am who I always wish to be

All I can say to you is thank you, thank you for showing me that there is a way to feel like i'm not just standing behind a glass window wishing to be on the inside.