Like No-ones Watching You

confession #1 I'm scared of phone calls


confession #2 I'm so scared of failing that I'd rather not try


confession #3 There's so much in my head that I don't understand


confession #4 I wish people knew how much it means when I smile


confession #5 I appreciate strangers who are nice more then people I associate with - because the people I'm around are usually obliged to be nice, strangers aren't


confession #6 I wish someone asked me how I was really doing


confession #7 I need someone who won't give up on me no matter how hard I push them away


confession #8 Usually people do stupid things because they can't handle whats inside there heads, my mind thinks stupid things because it cant handle whats on the outside


confession #9 I go into stages of my being where my mind and physical are not connected in any form


confession #10 usually that happens when i draw


confession #11 Drawing is the only thing I feel confident about because no matter what drawing you compare it to each will be special in its own way


confession #12 I feel like i've been on earth before and would rather not 
"Let loose, do stupid things, make stupid mistakes, get fucked and wake up in the gutter, kiss your friends boyfriend and then laugh about it when your older, have every guy chasing you, come home smelling a bin or mans gym, live life" 


confession #13 I find dressing up more entertaining then the party


confession #14 birthdays are the best day of the year because no one can get mad at you


confession #15 I believe before you try to prove to someone you love them, you need to make sure they love themselves first


not sure if i should make more...